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♡ I'm a little strange but everything is fine ♡
🌸 Koccily, who? why?
Hello, and welcome to my soft and little place. I'm Koccily, the gardian of this space.
This garden is a soft landing spot on the internet. I'm a really shy person who like discretion, calmness, and the deep, comforting silence of the day. Think of me as a gentle presence (always here, but never loud).
I don't like talking, I don't know how to talk to people. I always reply late when people (men) try to be """friendly""" because I feel easily oppress.
Music is my comforting backdrop, often pulling from unexpected places.
I love old Korean music, particularly the songs from the 80s to the 2000s. There’s a beautiful nostalgia and
sincerity in those tracks. I still carry my K-Pop (2003-2015) roots, too.
(Please, don't talk to me if you want to learn Korean only because you like Kpop and want to be a kpop star,
want to live in Korea to see your Oppa and marry a Korean guy. Thank you)
🌸 Language Learning
My biggest passion is "collecting languages". I like being able to read and understand what's going on.
I love the structure, the sound, and the entirely new way of thinking each language offers. It's my favorite way to travel without leaving home.
My ultimate goal is to speak 7 languages as an intermediate level.
Good : French - English
Great : Korean
OKish : Spanish
Bad : German - Chinese - Indonesian - Swedish
I'm currently learning Spanish and Swedish. In 2026, I'll relearn Indonesian.
🌸 Hidden Intensity
In this website, you can discover stuff I won't talk about in real life. Have fun(?) discovering them.
Fangirl: Yes, I have them! I can never shut up about the narrative of Another Code: R, I am also a huge defender of the Cute High Earth Defense Club Love!, but I'm also quietly adoring the character of Pavel from Professor Layton.
My Written Worlds (OCs): My mind is constantly creating stories. I have an enormous cast of Original Characters. People who live fully detailed lives inside my head. Every one of them, even the one based on my ideal woman image, is very important for me and I hope finding a way to make them more real.
Wrestling: I have to mention YOH. He's a Japanese wrestler I used to like a lot.
I lost interest on him in the last few months but I keep following him. I won't delete the special page I
made about him since it reminds me of a good time.
🌸 A note of Self-appreciation
You might have noticed the lack of pictures on the website. I don't include many pictures of myself, mainly because I struggle with my confidence and often feel insecure about my physical appearance.
The reason behind this is kind of strange when I see how people (men) react to me online. It makes me wonder why. Why are people so different IRL and on internet?
The "Self appreciation" page exists purely as a personal promise. It’s where I keep the evidence that the doubts are wrong and the reminders that I am beautiful. It’s a quiet, ongoing battle, and this page is my gentle way of fighting it. This page is really hard for me to keep because everytime I feel like I need to delete it. I hate this so much.